Blessing In Disguise?

Argh... Today Saturday ar... and I still had to wake up at 6:00am to go to school ( = 3=) ...

School's kinda boring today, considering there was no Shun (TT), but it got better during Physics cause I brought along the cutest comic ever! (Thanks a lot, Byakuren-sama! <3 Loved those alternate versions of what used to be BORING FAIRY TALES! The illustrations for 《人鱼王子》was super cute, I loved it! )

So, as there's not much Shun news today, I'll just update on something else.

Hmm, nothing much happened, but I did hear something about a 5A4 student jumping off the school building? Is that real though? I heard no loud thumps, I didn't feel the ground shake, I didn't hear spectators screaming, and what's more, I didn't even see the teachers or St John members getting worked up over it (=="). I figured it was just a joke but someone claims it's real? WHAT THE HELL? If there was someone who jumped, I wonder it was a guy or a girl? What's up? Shun came and no girls want you anymore? Or did a girl get jealous over the tons of Facebook photos featuring Shun with other girls and decided to attempt suicide? I mean, WHAT THE HELL, why is everybody experimenting on gravity these days? (==") What's so cool about killing yourself? If you wanna attempt suicide, you could jump from some place higher or dive down and land head first, that way you could at least GUARANTEE DEATH~ Haiz haiz, this kind of things, need to teach de meh? ( = 3=)
Speaking of Facebook and guys, why do I get the feeling most guys claim Shun "not handsome"? ( = 3=) 哦呀，哦呀，is this your opinion or are most of you just jealous? zZz...

Anyhow, with Shun not around, school seems insanely quiet and miserable. 啊啊, school is dark without his sunshine smile XD (Wa，was I always this 肉麻？Or am I getting really sentimental and poetic these days? XD). And with the "Kyuhyun Phenomena" occuring around school, I can't believe nobody cared about that attempted murder thing. The last time Seri Kota had something this big, we found out right after recess. But this? We heard bout the "jump off building" thing and then the issue died down, nobody cared to say another word. (==) Oi Oi, this “Kyuhyun Phenomena” is a huge pandemic.

Ok ok enough bout him. (><) I'm still sane, I'm not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, NOT ADDICTED! (or so I say... 囧——)

Anyway! I tell you ar! That "Blacky" o, lagi datang lagi "cheng"! MANA BOLEH TAHAN!? I mean, how could she not accept the laporan Hwee Yee worked so hard for, claiming it was "last minute work"?! And she says she'll accept it on Monday?! What?! Why do you need to bother us? Why can't you accept it now instead of having Hwee Yee give it to you AGAIN on Monday?! Ugh! Do you have any other phrases besides "last minute work"?! No matter how early we prepare for something, it's ALWAYS last minute work to you! We started preparations for Kollam 3 weeks before and you call THAT last minute work! At least we did some work, all you did was land your huge ass on that chair that can hardly fit you and order people around! We had you invite our guests, but I ended up doing that, not YOU but ME! And why don't you just sign the green cards?! You're busy, so, does that mean we have to keep them with us until you're free? Well you don't seem to care calling me out to see you when I have classes! It's all for your convenience isn't it? You don't care if someone misses their classes, you don't care if you're bothering anyone, everything is about you! Remember I had to travel from home to school TWICE because you wanted to meet me during the holidays?! Who gave you the right to do that?! !@#$%^&* 没用的老师！

*inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale* ( - 3-) I'm calm now... Ok, back to me.

Well... as some of my friends know, last year, I fell in love... and after more than a year of stupid, one-sided feelings, today, I found out, he's... with someone else? :P So... I should be feeling depressed and heartbroken and everything, right? But the thing is... I feel... absolutely fine! (^^) I've been so busy with work, and then there's Shun who's pretty much occupied my thoughts, so I really...feel nothing about the fact that HE's with someone else. So in some way, maybe meeting Shun that Wednesday was... a blessing for me? I was thinking, if I didn't talk to him that Wednesday, would I be fine right now...about the "one-sided love" thing? And when Shun goes back during July, would I feel the pain then? Bestie (Jessie Tan) says the wounds would have healed before July, so Shun's like... a "painkiller". (^^) (Yes, he makes a FINE painkiller~ <3) Really hoping this is true because... I wanna forget that guy I've been crushing on. Don't wanna hurt in July, it is my birthday after all! XD

Ah...! Do my cousin's add-maths until forgot what to write ad... 囧——！
Ah yes, hehe, the girls in 4Sc1 who are affected by the "Kyuhyun Phenomena" have provided me with the points to write my "surat rasmi" on Facebook, to invite Shun over to our class. As reluctant as I am to do it (I'm still thinking about his happiness in 1A1), I'll try to “争取” at least 1 English period with Shun~ Haiz... Why am I in charge?? (TT) Meanwhile, do you realize? I suddenly have things to talk about with Yin Sze and the others... Aa~~ Zenbu Shun-san no okageda <3

<3 <3 <3 You really are a blessing in disguise, aren't you? (^^)
(TT) Don't want you to leave~~

Glossary:
*Kyuhyun Phenomena = Shun craze
*Blacky = (你懂，我懂就可以——）
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