雨蒙蒙，情深深……

啊~~~！！！*clutches hair* 6 kids running around the house, screaming here and there!!! It's so hard to listen to SNSD's "Genie" (TT) ... 原本还想说多一点坏话的，不过我妈毕竟会读我的Blog，所以就没办法了~ （= 3=）叫我不说坏话还真是难啊，现在简直吵得半死。多谢电话屏幕是俊的照片，看到他的可爱，人家怎么可能还生气，对不？啊啊—— 小孩子不是很可爱的么？怎么和俊比起来一点都不kawaii呢？啊啊—— Tsumaranai na~~
哎，不过现在有得上网，写部落格就算很haengbok了！都多谢小叔（？）替我安装了Broadband，至少现在有机会Blog了！（TT）(感动的泪水？）Gamsahabnida!

Tonikaku, 不说这些小孩子了~ 说昨天，俊的事吧！
哎哎，昨天啊，there was a PSK Pameran done by the Form 3, something about Malaysian culture, I presume~ There were like 3 tents in the middle of Yok Bin Square, each tended to by about 5 - 10 Form 3 students? There were several in traditional Malaysian costumes, I suppose they looked...pretty? ( = 3=) Eh~~ Saa na~ Anyway, that's not the point~ The point is, SHUN showed up! (^^) In a different outfit (finally？）XD I heard Yeo-san talk about it in Japanese Class on Thurs so I know very well Shun's coming...with a new outfit~ (^^) Despite knowing that, I decided not to bring my handphone (why?!) or camera! Besides, I thought we were gonna be stuck in Math period while Shun was there, I didn't know he stayed until we finished recess ( = 3=) Aiz aiz, missed a great chance to capture Shun's new outfit... Although... what's the big difference anyway? He was still wearing black anyway, zZz... The only thing different was that he had a white vest on (and that's supposed to NOT feel hot? 开玩笑么? = 3=)

Okay, Shun showed up while we just started Math Period~ Luckily Mr Ong gave us homework (Luckily?!) so I didn't get into trouble for forgetting to bring my dumb graph book ( = 3=) LUCKY!
So... (argh, the kids are screaming, I can't remember what to write TT )... Oh, okay~ I remember... While Mr Ong was teaching, I heard people screaming. And what might that signifies...???
 SHUN'S HERE !!!
 Ann was next to me (because I changed seats with Mei Wen and sat with Ann <3) then she was like "Oh!!! Shun 来了！" Then, OMG, while Mr Ong was teaching I was like, looking out the window just to see what Shun was doing, and when Mr Ong was looking at our row, I tried to put on my pokerface, but my face turned out like 眼角抽搐 and my lips couldn't decide if they wanna smile or continue trying the "pokerface" expression~ So I was like, looking at Mr Ong while half my face was smiling , the other 1/2 was trying to look serious XD Haiz haiz, so bodoh...

So while we were doing the homework Mr Ong gave us, Ann suddenly told me that when I go downstairs, she's gonna follow me. Then I told her that if there was gonna be homework, I'd forget about meeting Shun ( = 3=) ... But in the end, argh, I went downstairs anyway. Well I won't get to that part because all I did was watch him take pictures with all the OTHER GIRLS when I was downstairs, seriously it's sickening! ( = 3=) Haiz...
So I finished my homework before recess, so when recess came, I went out to the corridor 1st to check if Shun was still there (well Ann did say she'll follow me down if Shun was there right? And plus, I wanna see if he's still there too XD ... 花痴+白痴much?). Ah, turns out he's still there! XD So I stood at the corridor, layed my weight against the ... balcony thingy (?) (><) and told Ann he's still there. I continued watching him as I waited for Ann, he seemed to be having fun, eating, having his picture taken by random girls... (argh, mukatsuku!) and taking pictures of the pameran. I continued looking quietly, then Hui Hong came over. He told me: "Moroi~"
Me: "Moroe~"
Him: "Moroe~~"
Then ShuLuan came upstairs with her classmates, and really excitedly said "我跟他拍照咧！"
HuiHong shook his head in dismay, probably signifying how sad it is to be so excited over such a small thing. I laughed.
Then I continued looking down from upstairs, watching Shun and how happy he is. I kept quiet. Then as he was taking pictures of the pameran, he... saw me upstairs?! (Wow! He can recognise me?!) I found that kinda hard to believe so at first I just had a curious expression on~ Besides, he could just be looking at something else in the sky or sth right? (><) Then... he directed his camera at me (MWOYA?!?!) ! I waved at him, then Hui Hong 揍了过来，posed a “V” sign~ And Michelle was beside me too, though I wasn't sure what she was doing~ So Mic was candid, and Hui Hong was posing, and I was supposed to...??? He directed the camera at me for a long time, probably 1 - 2 mins, but I wasn't sure what to do, so at 1st I smiled, then I started getting restless and just did something else. So in the end, I wasn't even sure if my face could be seen in his picture... 囧—— Really 残念—— I don't really like taking pictures, (maa everyone knows I'm not pretty, so why take pictures?) so I don't involve myself with all the girls that take pictures with him, I stay out of every picture, so why did he decide to take one of me, huh? He notices? Or maybe I can be just a little bit 自恋 right now and say we're friends? Saa na~ Hmm, I've never been special or anything... Ah, but in any case, I'm damn touched... Dunno if it's just me or something, but nee, it'll be good if we're friends (^^) It's been fun despite having  only spent time with you for 2 days~ Hopefully, you feel the same.

Mm hmm, and I think, I'm over the "triangle" issue now. Yes.
I don't believe in love at first sight, and I refuse to admit that I've fallen for someone after only meeting him for 2 days! I really WILL NOT ADMIT! But... it sure is comfortable around him. It's that smile that has kept me going since my heartbreak issue, it's that smile that made me smile again, and that smile is the smile I wish to keep on his face. So I dunno if this is kindness, I dunno if this is fascination, I dunno if this is a crush, I dunno if this is *coughs* love *coughs* (please ignore this, I refuse to admit this as "love"!), but it's because of this feeling, I'll never...mistreat him. NEVER.

Ah ah, before I get all stupidly sentimental *sent shivers down my spine*, (  = 3=) seriously, if you guys read this, you need to remind me to bring my graph book (though Monday's a holiday and there's no Math XD) to school for Math period!
And, what the hell?! Are we really supposed to wear our pinafore outside our PJ attire?! Yucks！ WTH？！ It's just like elementary school！ (><) ... ( = 3=) and that aside, I don't want to go for Sukan Tara... I didn't even go for practice~ Argh, xiasuey leh~ Plus, my body's aching after doing push-ups last Thurs (T^T) ... Why do I have to go for jumps when I'm aching all over? (T^T) Life is so unfair~~ (this sentence is a double entendre)

雨濛濛  情深深  雨打梨花泪湿巾 
此情在天涯  左思念  右顾盼  归期 
已至梦难圆  夜长盼天明

我看见的是……别人所未看见的吗？

:P 自恋啦~ 拍了他的照片后他自己很想看~

LOL~ both feet on chair, looking at me~ XD

今天啊，简直就没上到课。老实说是很开心啦，然后那封信也处理好了，只等副班长呈上去~ 啊，其他的只能拜托上帝说服Mr Bong了~ ^^

啊啊，竟然没什么话说，那就直接说俊的事吧！

After school, I had Japanese class. Me and bestie, Lee Michelle went there a LITTLE late~~ And then I had no work to do, she also had nothing to do... So were there talking rubbish (==")~ Ah, then I remembered the Japanese Chara Role Play Game I played (don't judge me!) which I needed help with translation. Yeo-san was very busy, so he had Oh Kwan Ee do it for me!!! (O.O) 啊！这还是第一次和他说过话耶！Then I got really bored, and Shun looked really bored too (He was walking in and out, and even sat at the corner table talking to himself! XD), so I went outside with him, found him watching Pandu's kawat~ He noticed me, we smiled, then he asked "What are they doing?" (*note: he spoke in Japanese, but I lazy wanna type both languages, so straight away type English)
Me: Erm... marching.
Shun: Oh, marching.
Me: They're all my friends...and they really want to meet you...
Shun: *he laughs, and I think he got a bit paiseh~ XD)
Me: What should I do??
Shun: Hmm~ What SHOULD you do? (^^)
Then I went in, he went in, then he came out again, and I came out again. He was still watching their kawat, then I realized he was standing in the sun, and asked him "Don't you feel hot?"
Shun: Yes! I feel really hot! *fans himself and enters indoors*
I stayed outside watching Yin Sze them kawat, cause I don't understand how I can get them to meet Shun. So Ann said later, then I went back in~

Oh Kwan Ee came up to me a 2nd time, this time with Shun to help me translate the thing I asked them to help with, they were discussing a lot and then they finished it and Oh Kwan Ee translated word by word for me! Haha, I can understand well now~ :P I like it~ But then, Oh Kwan Ee told Shun about the fact that I found this from a Chara Game... (==") In other words an RPG and Shun laughed. Great! Now he knows I play this kind of dumb game... ( = 3=) ...... 好丢脸—— Ah, but I was satisfied that I managed to understand more now (^^)~

Anyway, I continued with class, doing much of NOTHING (==) until Michelle went home 1st, and I still wasted 15 mins digesting what was translated earlier (==) Then it was 4pm, many students left and the only ones left were Oh Kwan Ee, his classmate and me + Yeo-san & Shun~ Yeo-san was busy with another professional Form 2 boy so I had to wait... (TT) Then Shun walked pass me, and mentioned something to me I think, I looked up and went : "(O.O)? Eh?" Shun laughed and imitated me "Eh?" then laughed~ Nee, does he have to laugh everytime I forget to listen to what he's saying and say "Eh?" ... It's natural reflex! (><) He keeps smiling and laughing at me everytime I say "Eh?" !!! That's like 3 times already! Then the Form 2 boy, (we call him Low-san) went back home and then Shun suddenly mentioned "pretty boy" EXACTLY IN ENGLISH. I turned to him again, pretty surprised and went "Eh?" again~ (==") ... He smiled, then I asked "Who?" Shun answered "The boy just now..." Me: "Eh~~~" Shun laughed again.. 我囧——

Then later, when I was asking Yeo-san something, he got so bored he decided to play hide n seek with me, 囧—— Well not really "hide n seek" lar, I was busy asking Yeo-san some stuff, and when I was trying to write it down, I glimpsed at the door and found that... the door border was out of shape? 囧！(He was standing there, hiding most of his body, only his right eye was visible from my point of view) I figured the door was weird so I took a harder look and realized Shun was standing there, 囧—— He smiled at me, and I 囧-ed~ Argh, I dunno if this is cute or what, but it certainly is mencuit hati~ <3
Then after that, my work was done, so I just sat near the leftover people (Oh Kwan Ee + his classmate & Yeo-san) then Shun did the cutest thing ever!!! He posed as though he was holding a gun, and started shooting and made the sound effects of a bullet! I 囧-ed then laughed, cos it was really cute! XD Walao, 你几岁了？！ Why are you so kawaii?! If that ain't enough, he even made the sound of a police siren and it sounded really real! I thought it was a real police car but turns out it was his own sound! XD LOL ar, I stared at him, he noticed me, then we smiled and laughed, then he signified that he's going crazy~
I asked him: "Weaponry?"
Shun: Erm, yeah. It's a gun scene from Bio-Hazard.
I recognise Bio-Hazard as his favourite movie.
Me: Is it a movie?
Shun: Erm, yes! A movie, a game... It's very famous in Japan.
Me: Oh~~
Shun: You don't know it?
Me: ...(><) No...
Shun: Ah, what a pity~~
Then we laughed. Haha~ ^^ <3 Then he went outside, watched Pandu kawat again. I followed him out this time, cause we're both free, then when YinSze and the others saw us, they started to lose focus, some of them even laughed.
I told Shun: When they see you, they get nervous.
Shun: Ah! Then I'll make them more nervous!
He walked to where Yin Sze and the others could see him, then he purposely stood there, and I stood beside him. I noticed Yin Sze them laughing again, and then they totally lost focus, the whole thing became a mess, and then we saw them turning to the wrong direction. Shun and I laughed really hard and I told him: "They're nervous already, aren't they?? ^^"
Shun:*laughs* Haha, they did mistakes already~ *laughs*
Me: *jokingly* Isn't that your fault?
Shun: Eh? My fault? *laughs*
Then a while later, we realized... Gina had to run around the tapak for 2 times~
Me: Oh~~~ (I meant "Oh no")
Shun: Mistakes?
Me: En~
Shun: Punishment?
Me: En~
Shun: Oh~ I'm so sorry.
Me: No no, not your fault. I was joking. (><)
Shun: Haha, joke?
Me: ......
Then we went in~

After that, I remembered that I brought my hp along :P So I took it out~ Then as I was checking it, he came up to me and ask "What are you doing?" Me: "Erm... N...nothing..." Then he went outside again as I wanted to do something, then when I wanted to go out to him, he turned here, realized I had my phone in my hand, thought I was taking his pic, I was actually video recording his "kawat" moves XD... However, there was insufficient light, so I said "Eh~~ It's so dark, I can't see a thing~~" Then he realized, said "Oh oh, okay!" and quickly shifted himself inside, and I went outside, then I realized he's posing! So I better take a picture quick!  ：P Then he came over, looked at my phone, wanting to see his own pic (自恋！XD)。 I didn't expect that so I actually exited the gallery, then he came beside me and "Eh~~~" implying to know where his picture's gone to~ I quickly opened my gallery, then realized there were pictures he wasn't supposed to see, so I hid half my screen before opening his image file, and he realized how 神秘 I was and he "Eh??? Ah~~ What's in there huh~". Then he laughed, making it obvious he just wants to tease me~ :P Then I showed him his pic. He said, "I'm really bad at it, huh?" Me: "Eh?", this means I don't know what he's referring to. Shun: "Taking pictures~"
After a moment of silence, I told him "No, it's cute."
Shun: Cute?! (Yes, he seems to be in shock~)
Me: I think you're cute. (^^)

After that, we got really bored, so both of us went in. Yeo-san was sitting beside Oh Kwan Ee's classmate, who was beside Oh Kwan Ee, and so I stood behind Yeo-san, listening to him explain to Oh Kwan Ee's classmate (OMG, Oh Kwan Ee's classmate, Oh Kwan Ee's classmate, so long! I'll call her "Liew-san" la!). Then we spend time there, then I saw Shun take off his shoes... Eh?! 囧！The chair was really tiny so he can't really put both his feet on the chair, he made a sound like "complaining that he couldn't put his feet up"~ (so cute! <3 XD) I stared at him curiously, he looked at me, and then decided to sit on the chair like L from Death Note does. (1st picture above)

After that 1 picture was taken, he looked down, and bit on his thumb (exactly like L does), and then he looked at me. Haha! XD I realized what he was doing (the 前辈们 didn't realize, except Oh Kwan Ee), then I was so freaking surprised that I covered my mouth and said "L!" Then I took my handphone out again, and then I took his picture. From the camera screen, I couldn't tell he was actually looking at me, because his hair covered everything, but after I put down the camera, I realized he WAS looking at me, then we smiled ^^~ Ah~~ I finally got a different pose outta him! (^^) Argh, so cute!!! <3 <3 <3

At 4:25pm, Yeo-san wanted go home. But Ann did ask me to have them wait, so I tried to 挽留 them~ However, I realized that I can't really stop the teacher from going home, so I told Ann and the others about it. I walked out the door with Shun, intending to actually ask him to wait, although I dunno how I can do that. (==") So, in the end, when Oh Kwan Ee and Yeo-san was out, I bowed and made my way home. ... I met up with WenHui and we started talking, not long after that, I heard loud, fast, footsteps behind me. I turned to the back, then saw Shun running behind me. ... (O.O)? Eh? ...
Me: Running?
Shun: Yes.
Me: Why?
Shun: It's really hot back there. (ah, a friend who doesn't like sunshine too? just like me~ XD My besties know this~ <3)
Me: You don't like the sun?
Shun: Not really~
Me: It's okay~ I don't like it either (^^)

And then I just went to Yok Bin Walk, and packed my stuff. Ann appeared later, she sweat dao~~ ( = 3=) Then Shun walked by, with Oh Kwan Ee and Yeo-san walking slowly behind. We were talking, and then I introduced Shun to Ann, pointing to Ann and only mouthing to him a word "my friend"~ He mouthed back "friend?" I smiled and nodded. Ann "hi"-ed him, he "hello"-ed her~ And now Ann's really excited. Later, more people came and then they took a picture, etc etc~ Me and Mabel were out of it...
Mabel and JiaYih them later had the ELF VS Sone Battle~ Ah, Sone won because Shun knew bout "Shoujo Jidai" but not "Super Junior" (JiaYih's pretty upset about this, haiz...) ~ Then they talked about Sone and ELF's until Shun had to go home, even brought props like posters... 囧—— Then after a hard work of translating ELF and Sone stuff （囧——！）Shun said Yeo-san's car had arrived, and so I bade him "see you tomorrow ^^" . He said the same and left...

*叹气——* 今天还真是满足呢~ 我从来都没有想过他会那么可爱~ 完全想不到呢！嗯嗯，subarashii painkiller desu ne~~
那……每一个微笑，是表示和我在一起不害羞了么？
在我面前露出这样的他，是表示你和我在一起也自在多了么？
因为可以看见这样一个他，感觉倒不错呢……
Watashi no tomodachi o...natte kureru?

"Painkiller"

Today was so~~~~~ BUSY~~ *sleepy* I had to stay back, and then rush to the optometrist to get my glasses done, then I had to go for organ class, tsukareta~~ (TT) However classes were pretty awesome : Mr Tan gave us a break (we're gonna have to pay for this ==") ; Mr Lim was absent (seriously, does it even make a difference?) plus there was no homework <3 Spent the whole day with Ann today as Mei Wen wasn't around, and I had to say I had a pretty great time (^^) ~ However, the fact that I spent little time with Michelle made Nii-sama (Kah Kit) ask me if we were fighting~ Masaka masaka~ (^^)

都多亏这片落叶啊—— 让我看见他的笑容……

啊啊，I was so super excited bout the fact that... Shun's dad replied me on Facebook :P (Am I nuts or something?!) About a few days ago, I saw Shun's dad's Facebook profile, and I dunno why, but I mailed him about something. Something like... "Hajimemashite" then introduced myself, then "Yoroshiku onegaishimasu", then I reconfirmed if he was Shun's dad, then told him not to worry about Shun as everyone here seems to LOVE (literally) him~ After that I said that I was still learning Japanese, so if I said anything wrong, hopefully he'd forgive me (TT)~
Thinking he wouldn't reply (I always think this way :P), I was so surprised to receive his mail yesterday! It went like this:
"Samantha Tan-san, hajimemashite. I am Shun's dad. Thank you for being friends with Shun. Please take care of him while he's there. (暗爽咧——XD) You said nothing wrong, I can understand your words very well. I feel much more relieved now. Please do mail me again. Take care."
Haha, of course both mails were written in Hiragana lar, there is no way English has conversation sentences like this. Haha, 暗爽—— I am the worst! (><) What am I 暗爽-ing about?!...... But it's true I converse much easier with adults, maybe it's because I'm the youngest in my family, na? (^^) Plus, I've been writing formal letters a lot too, whether it's to the school or to international organizations, and there are Rotary Meetings which I attend~ Ma, so it's easier to talk to adults~ :P 啊啊，and also, I speak to adults differently than when I speak with friends (^^), if you've seen me talk to Rotarians and all the adults, you'd understand~ :P

Tonikaku, back to today~ (^^) So, nothing much happened during class, but it's a whole different thing when I got to the Japanese class <3
Me and bestie, Lee Michelle went there a little early, so there weren't many people in, although there was a CROWD outside of 2A3 lar~ Obviously, the crowd was there because... Shun was there. (==") Heh~~ He really is, Yok Bin Idol~ No, not the singing one; he's just...everyone's idol~ Michelle was totally 不爽 over the fact that the tons of girls outside were making noise trying to take a picture with him, and I was, hmm...envious? Hehe...... Nevermind, I went there to study! STUDY! (><) So I sat a little while with Michelle after class started (and the crowd disappeared...*poof!*) and did my work, as she read her novel cause she's done her work~ (Don't judge me! We're both in different groups, and our homework is different! Besides, I missed 3 weeks of classes = 3=) Anyway, I managed to finish my work really fast, and since I was in the ‘Beginner's Class" today (normally I go on Thursdays, but since well, I missed classes and my organ class was postponed to a later time...), Yeo-san had to teach a large group of students and can't pay attention to me all the time, he asked me if I'd let Shun mark my book! (><) At first I was like “随便~” then later I realized that... if I made a mistake, it would be really 下衰 and said "哈~~不要啦~ 等下我做错下衰咧——" Then Yeo-san was like "不用紧的。” But because I kept saying "don't want", he gave up, and marked  my book. (^^) Then after another 5-10 minutes, I finish the work given, and Yeo-san, who was busy teaching the other group, asked again “你的书可以给日本人改么？” and again I didn't want. (><) Then I followed Yeo-san to where See Itt Zheng was sitting (Like me, he doesn't belong in the "beginner" category too~ ^^) cause I needed him to mark my book, but See Itt Zheng was at the 2nd seat behind Shun, so I sat in front of him (which is like, behind Shun) and asked Yeo-san to mark my book. Then, Yeo-san kept asking me to let Shun mark my book, then I finally said "不要~ Hen no kimochi!" which means “感觉很怪” then Shun turned to look at me, and I was like "(O.O) Eh?" Then he smiled at me and Yeo-san laughed, and said "你讲那个，他转过来看你了——" ( = 3=) Argh, then in the end, he ended up marking my book anyway, and we sat next to each other <3 <3 <3 until the end of the class~

Hehe, I was like an idiot lar. He sat next to me, marked my book, and explained everything I did wrong. (下衰ad lo, do wrong! ><) While he explained, I was like really, really nervous until something flew in from 2A3's window and landed on my table. We curiously looked at the leaf that landed itself in the middle of the table... Then he laughed. Kyaa~! So handsome! Wanna faint ad, faint ad! (><) 哇哇，timing和aiming有够好的落叶！让我看见他的笑容、听到他的笑声~ <3 After that, the tension was lifted off, we became more comfortable around each other, although I still was too scared to talk much, >< and then we came to a page where I wrote the answers but didn't circle. 1st it was only 1 - 2 questions, then the next page was like 10 questions not circled, my reaction was ‘...... >< Sumimasen (不好意思）’ and he laughed as I slowly circled all of it. Honestly, I learned a lot today. There were things he himself couldn't think of how to explain to me, and so I helped him out. The tension was gradually lifted, and I started to talk more on my own will. After he finished marking, he told me "Subarashii" which meant “wonderful", I was wondering if he was being sarcastic or sth, so I just looked at him curiously. He saw me looking curious and tapped on my book, and said "Sugoi desu" which meant "amazing". I just stuttered "Aa~" which meant "Mm" and asked "Hontou?" which meant "really?" then he said yes. I told him, "Demo mada machigai ga arimasu", which meant "But I still did mistakes". He said "Sukoshi dake" meaning "Just a little". Then later, Yeo-san took a glimpse at us and realized my work was done. So he came and gave me a new one. Then Shun turned to the back to teach Itt Zheng, who was now behind him, cos he came to sit with me, right? And when he turned back, he saw me staring at something else, he wanted to ask something, then just said “Ah~" Me："^^ Owatta~ (Finished~）” He smiled and laughed, then said "Owatta desu~" Yeo-san looked at us, me and him, simultaneously "Owatta~~" and then we laughed~ He marked it, then we were left with nothing to do again (==") ~

Argh, then what happened yeah? Ah yes, I continued to sit beside him, as he learned English. So, I taught him what he wanted to know in return. All those spelling and pronunciation stuff (^^) Kare wa sugoku kawaii desu~ Then as we started to talk more, he told me "Jozu desu ne?", implying that I'm... skilled in this language? (><) 哇！脸简直红到耳根，and I just thanked him. And by the way, why in the world do I keep using the word "ore (俺)"?! He laughed and asked "Ore?" Then I was like, "Oh! Watashi..." He smiled and laughed again, then told me that was right. Then after that, Yeo-san's group was called to the front of the class to do a bit of... role play? Shun wasn't listening, so when I smiled at that group he was curious, and asked "Nani?”
Then I stuttered again, and said, "Role Play..."
Shun: "Oh~"
Me: "Anime no you da ne? ^^" meaning "Seems like in anime, doesn't it?"
Shun； “Sodesune~”, he agrees.

Michelle was chosen to demonstrate / role play along with Shanti from 1A1, and ... one small boy, hehe~ XD
Michelle was KFC's Branch Manager, kononnya lar~ And so I was clearing my throat real loud, just to 酸 Michelle~ What KFC Branch Manager lar? Such a lame job, zZz... Then after Michelle's group's demo was done, Shun turned to me and said "Kentucky Fried Chicken" (==") ~
Me: "Hai~ Sukidesuka?"
Shun: "Ah... en! I ... like... erm ... chicken... ka?"
哇天我差一点笑死了！他竟然说出这么可爱的话！XD <3
Me："Ah~ Ni.. Iiya, toriniku o sukidesuka?" (I almost said Nikutori, which...doesn't exist!)
Shun: "En~ Sodesu~"
LOL ar! He so cute! <3
Then as me and Shun were talking about dunno what lar, Michelle suddenly appear beside me, squatting down, chuak nia lar! 吓死人咩，忽然间有人头在那边！>< I don't remember what she was telling me, but I know she 威胁 me and bully me. Then Shun realize I was talking to someone down there, so I moved to one side and pointed to Michelle and said "Tomodachi desu!" meaning, "my friend!" LOL, Michelle had to get up (LOL, hide lar hide~XD), she hurriedly said "Hajimemashite", then Shun said "Hajimemashite...ka?" and raised an eyebrow and looked at me. Me: "Chigau desu ne..." ("I don't think so...") , cause "Hajimemashite" means "初次见面" and as he can remember, we met like 2 times already. Anyway, he forgot about that issue, and then he told Michelle she can pronounce well. (Of course lar, my friend ma~ XD) But Michelle just smiled and walked away...... then I realized......
SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HIM (==") ...
Then after that Shun turned to me and told me about the "Hajimemashite" rule, about it not being used more than once on the same person (^^)... He's sweet~ <3 Then during the 3rd role play, Yeo-san called Benjamin and 2 other girls to the front, but Benjamin was totally shy. Then I just mentioned, "Kare wa hazukashii~ Nanka kawaiiyo ne???" Then Shun laughed, turned to me again and told me that my pronunciation + speech was really good. But this is the 2nd time he told me this, I can't remember the 1st time he told me... (TT) Why can't I remember?! ... Argh ... I'm super-duper in love ad... Who can save me from this 花痴？(TT)
Anyway, Benjamin was supposed to role play as a steward, but Yeo-san asked us to check "stewardess" in Shun's electronic dictionary, in the end Benjamin was called a STEWARDESS, then me and Shun were like "Eh??"  Me: "Onna...janai ka? (Isn't that...a girl...?)" Shun laughed, agreed with me, then told Yeo-san that STEWARDESS is for women~ ... Despite this, they carried on saying Benjamin was a STEWARDESS, so me and Shun laughed~ (^^) Warm feeling~ <3

A little while later, we had our conversation session (30 minutes to learn how to speak in Japanese). Me and Shun shared a book. The book was trilingual (Eng, Jap and Chinese), so I had to learn the Japanese part and Shun learned English. He was really cute. Yeo-san asked if we know his car number, all of us said no, while Shun loudly said "Yes~!", and smiled oh, so cutely! Both of us laughed~ Of course he knew his car number, he's been sitting in it, he even said it out right! (^^) <3 MBB1898... or sth? Haha, don't remember ad lar~ Then there was another queston in the book that read "Can you swim?", Shun said "no" and smiled.
Me: Honto desuka? (Really?)
Shun: En... Muzukashii yo.
Me: Naze desuka?
Shun: En...
Then he told me that apparently, there's no sea in Gumma Prefecture! (O.O)! See, I told you I learned lots of things!

Anyway, we were talking happily until class ended and then I asked if Shun could come over to our class (now that I'm not scared anymore ^^) for English period, and I got his schedule now~ <3 I don't think it clashes with our class, I think it's just perfect <3 I also mentioned that, "My classmates really want to meet you." ( = 3=) He smiled at me.
Then after that, I found See Itt Zheng's books on the table (he forgot to bring it back) and told the Yeo-san. Yeo-san tried to call Mr See, but no answer. So while he was calling, I was wiping the whiteboard, but I couldn't reach ( = 3=)... I jumped to wipe the top parts, and Shun came over, saying "Let me do it" (in Japanese lar) and so he wiped the whole thing for me <3 (I am so lebih!)
Before that though, he asked how to pronounce my name... ( >< ) Argh! My weird name! So I wrote Katakana on the whiteboard below my name (^^) I don't want him to call me that though. It's weird! (><) Also, he asked how old I was, Yeo-san said Form 4~ I'm sure he said something after that, that I can't hear clearly ( = 3=) I wonder what it was... And also, he said my bag looks heavy, LOL~ :P

Argh!!! Super miss him sia!!! All thanks to that leaf, I've actually got the guts to speak to him now. (><) Argh~ He keeps telling the teacher how "Jozu" he thinks I am... paiseh ler!
If this continues, 7月7日，我一定哭啊！

As for Triangle, forgetting him now is difficult, but at least, with you around, it doesn't hurt as much...
You're the most beautiful painkiller ever!

Kyou wa tanoshikatta! <3

Blessing In Disguise?

Argh... Today Saturday ar... and I still had to wake up at 6:00am to go to school ( = 3=) ...

School's kinda boring today, considering there was no Shun (TT), but it got better during Physics cause I brought along the cutest comic ever! (Thanks a lot, Byakuren-sama! <3 Loved those alternate versions of what used to be BORING FAIRY TALES! The illustrations for 《人鱼王子》was super cute, I loved it! )

So, as there's not much Shun news today, I'll just update on something else.

Hmm, nothing much happened, but I did hear something about a 5A4 student jumping off the school building? Is that real though? I heard no loud thumps, I didn't feel the ground shake, I didn't hear spectators screaming, and what's more, I didn't even see the teachers or St John members getting worked up over it (=="). I figured it was just a joke but someone claims it's real? WHAT THE HELL? If there was someone who jumped, I wonder it was a guy or a girl? What's up? Shun came and no girls want you anymore? Or did a girl get jealous over the tons of Facebook photos featuring Shun with other girls and decided to attempt suicide? I mean, WHAT THE HELL, why is everybody experimenting on gravity these days? (==") What's so cool about killing yourself? If you wanna attempt suicide, you could jump from some place higher or dive down and land head first, that way you could at least GUARANTEE DEATH~ Haiz haiz, this kind of things, need to teach de meh? ( = 3=)
Speaking of Facebook and guys, why do I get the feeling most guys claim Shun "not handsome"? ( = 3=) 哦呀，哦呀，is this your opinion or are most of you just jealous? zZz...

Anyhow, with Shun not around, school seems insanely quiet and miserable. 啊啊, school is dark without his sunshine smile XD (Wa，was I always this 肉麻？Or am I getting really sentimental and poetic these days? XD). And with the "Kyuhyun Phenomena" occuring around school, I can't believe nobody cared about that attempted murder thing. The last time Seri Kota had something this big, we found out right after recess. But this? We heard bout the "jump off building" thing and then the issue died down, nobody cared to say another word. (==) Oi Oi, this “Kyuhyun Phenomena” is a huge pandemic.

Ok ok enough bout him. (><) I'm still sane, I'm not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, not addicted, NOT ADDICTED! (or so I say... 囧——)

Anyway! I tell you ar! That "Blacky" o, lagi datang lagi "cheng"! MANA BOLEH TAHAN!? I mean, how could she not accept the laporan Hwee Yee worked so hard for, claiming it was "last minute work"?! And she says she'll accept it on Monday?! What?! Why do you need to bother us? Why can't you accept it now instead of having Hwee Yee give it to you AGAIN on Monday?! Ugh! Do you have any other phrases besides "last minute work"?! No matter how early we prepare for something, it's ALWAYS last minute work to you! We started preparations for Kollam 3 weeks before and you call THAT last minute work! At least we did some work, all you did was land your huge ass on that chair that can hardly fit you and order people around! We had you invite our guests, but I ended up doing that, not YOU but ME! And why don't you just sign the green cards?! You're busy, so, does that mean we have to keep them with us until you're free? Well you don't seem to care calling me out to see you when I have classes! It's all for your convenience isn't it? You don't care if someone misses their classes, you don't care if you're bothering anyone, everything is about you! Remember I had to travel from home to school TWICE because you wanted to meet me during the holidays?! Who gave you the right to do that?! !@#$%^&* 没用的老师！

*inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale* ( - 3-) I'm calm now... Ok, back to me.

Well... as some of my friends know, last year, I fell in love... and after more than a year of stupid, one-sided feelings, today, I found out, he's... with someone else? :P So... I should be feeling depressed and heartbroken and everything, right? But the thing is... I feel... absolutely fine! (^^) I've been so busy with work, and then there's Shun who's pretty much occupied my thoughts, so I really...feel nothing about the fact that HE's with someone else. So in some way, maybe meeting Shun that Wednesday was... a blessing for me? I was thinking, if I didn't talk to him that Wednesday, would I be fine right now...about the "one-sided love" thing? And when Shun goes back during July, would I feel the pain then? Bestie (Jessie Tan) says the wounds would have healed before July, so Shun's like... a "painkiller". (^^) (Yes, he makes a FINE painkiller~ <3) Really hoping this is true because... I wanna forget that guy I've been crushing on. Don't wanna hurt in July, it is my birthday after all! XD

Ah...! Do my cousin's add-maths until forgot what to write ad... 囧——！
Ah yes, hehe, the girls in 4Sc1 who are affected by the "Kyuhyun Phenomena" have provided me with the points to write my "surat rasmi" on Facebook, to invite Shun over to our class. As reluctant as I am to do it (I'm still thinking about his happiness in 1A1), I'll try to “争取” at least 1 English period with Shun~ Haiz... Why am I in charge?? (TT) Meanwhile, do you realize? I suddenly have things to talk about with Yin Sze and the others... Aa~~ Zenbu Shun-san no okageda <3

<3 <3 <3 You really are a blessing in disguise, aren't you? (^^)
(TT) Don't want you to leave~~

Glossary:
*Kyuhyun Phenomena = Shun craze
*Blacky = (你懂，我懂就可以——）
*

Responsibility + Passion + Voluntary = FAILED in Multitasking?!

==" Supposed to be doing essay, but I really don't wanna write bout "drug abuse"~ Let's talk bout sth else, zZz...

Anyway, today's Kollam. Supposed to be doing solo emcee-ing today, but many thanks to Kah Kit (who said he'd help me after his prefect meeting) and Khin Yew (who became emcee at last minute, really saved my ass!) who ended up being my co-emcees today (^^)

Right, but before that. Let's talk bout classes??? ... BORING ... I kept looking out the window in anticipation Shun would show up (why am I so 花痴？！) . Then after recess, there were 2 periods of Physics, which I... don't listen to... EVER! Then during PSK we went downstairs to prepare for the afternoon Kollam competition. It was kinda fun actually~ Halfway through, Shun showed up (so he did come after all? <3) and then the girls from upstairs rushed down, surrounded him, started shaking hands, taking photos, asking for his facebook maybe? Swarmed by a crowd of girls, why do I get the feeling I've seen this in 偶像剧？(==") Haiz haiz, seriously never thought I'd see this kind of stuff happening in Yok Bin... SERIOUSLY! I went back upstairs, and then found out we had homework (which is why I'm now stuck with the essay ==) and I'm seriously 不爽-ing over the fact I have to bring homework back home... diu~

After school, xienz lar, changed into my Kelab Bola Jaring shirt again, the one I wore to emcee last year. Then we had an extra 20 mins, so I went to 2A3 to find out if Shun'll go see Kollam, Yeo-san says he will be~ (^^) Happy ler, considering I was the one who told Yeo-san about it in the 1st place~ Oh right, in regards to my last post, the thing that I wanted to tell Yeo-san about during recess was to invite Shun over to watch the Kollam. I SERIOUSLY did not have other motives back then, considering I wasn't excited bout meeting Shun during Pn Ong's Moral class yesterday, and I just thought since he's from Japan and he's never seen this, it'll be a great thing to know bout Malaysia, right? (^^) ... Ok, I wasn't excited back then, but then he smiled at me and ended up standing face-to-face with me, so how am I supposed to not feel excited right?!

电话里的Shun~ <3

Continue~ Erm, I went to 2A3, and learned sth new :P
Then went back to Kollam. 10 - 15 mins later, Shun showed up, accompanied by Japanese language master, Oh Kwan Ee, and then people were surrounding him again... haiz... You all see nia lar? I no need to see meh? Diu, yesterday I stand at the anjung there got block you all meh? Why you have to do this to me?? (TT) Argh, then the competition start ad, he went upstairs, you know, that corridor above the dewan? On the way to SPBT? ...Anyway, he was there. Then ar, my secretary, Lew Sinn Yee, asked me if there was anything else she could help with. But there was nothing else to do, so I asked her, "你要帮我拍照吗？"
She was like "拍什么照片？" and then I took out my handphone (yes, I brought my phone to school, okay?) and gave it to her and said, "日本人的照片。” She was like "哈？真的啊？！" I nodded happily and she really went to help me take photos~ :P Unfortunately the photos were small and blur, so I deleted them all (TT) ~

Then, he went to the canteen pula, then bestie, Lee Michelle said "Ask Yeo-san to help you take a picture lar~" I was really paiseh so I kept saying things like "Har~~ Dun wan lar~~ >< " but then we went anyway... =="
He was taking pictures with Oh Kwan Ee (羡慕ler~) so Michelle decided to help me take the picture since they were already posing and there was NO CROWD AROUND! (actually she wants me to send her the picture de~~ Haiz, 外表酱冷淡，内心原来还是会因帅哥激动的~~) She took the picture, and I just sat on the bench, "admiring" Shun <3 ~ Then after that, Michelle forgot bout me (!) or didn't see me and decided to leave, I had to shout at her. Then Yeo-san who was nearby turned to me, (walao 下衰！>< ) and then asked "要跟他拍照么？" ...... (O.O) ...... I was like so shocked I just said “Eh?" *blinks blinks* then Yeo-san repeated the offer, and I said ......
"啊—— 不要啦，我不好意思~"
What?! 我是白痴么？！ 我为什么说不要？！？！ 明明很想要！！！ Argh!!! 我好白痴！！！ *抓狂* Why am I so stupid?! (TT) 后悔莫及——
Oh 算了吧，反正电话里还是有他照片，不是么？(TT)
算了——

Then，Kah Kit finished his meeting and then he came to assist me in emcee-ing (Kah Kit, thx so much!). So I went to take a break in 2A3 as I promised to check on Christina and Rachel's Science Show script. (TT) I want to help, but it took so long, I didn't even realize Shun went home (TT) ... DISAPPOINTED! I wanna see him! 私は彼に会いたい！(TT)

Haiz let's end it here lar, no mood ad~ The Kollam went well enough, that's all you need to know.

Ah yes, extra news.
1. Shun will be around for 2 months, and will be going back to Japan on 7th of July.
(TT) Why never stay until my birthday pass? Getting to see him is like the best birthday present ever!
2. He also says students of Yok Bin are really cheerful but the one thing he doesn't like bout Malaysia is...
THE TOILETS ARE DIRTY...
Biang, I figured Japan don't have dirty toilets like ours, do they? =="
3. I tried to ask Yeo-san if he was happy there, and it turned out he's happy. So, about you all (4Sc1) de request for me to write a letter to let him come to our class, I don't think I kinda agree. I mean, he's happy now, no? Besides, his English isn't that good either~ So let him stay where he is, okay? (><) I don't wanna make things difficult for him.
4. Found out his personal data. 

• Birthday : Dec 5th, 1992
• Favourite Malaysian Food: Bah Ku Teh, roti canai etc etc.
• Favourite Colour: Black, White, Dark Blue... Pink?! (Biang, his handphone and everything all pink! In that case, Shun, you got see dio my handphone bo? Mine also pink :P ... Oh yeah, I saw his camera, it was pink too! But the pink was kinda dark and nice <3) 
• He's single (NO GIRLFRIEND) - Why?! He so cute! <3 Here in Malaysia so many of us fall in love with him ad XD
• He loves music. <3 <3 <3 (Biang， 又帅又喜欢音乐，我可以不喜欢他么？！)
• He loves badminton...
• Idol: akb408
• Ambition: Police XD (this police...too cute liao <3)
• Height: 175cm
• Weight: 55kg

6. I found his facebook. :P

I love April~?

Ok，this is my 1st time ever using a blog... and I don't really know what language to type in, so I might end up typing in various languages.

I can't really think straight today with so much on my mind. Recently finished 3 of my oral tests for the 1st half of the semester (do I actually have to retest though? = 3=), that's taken a load off my mind. But then there's Kollam competition tomorrow, which I really hope someone will attend. (^^) I have to emcee as a solo for that competition, and I'm supposed to be writing my speech now too... (==) But look at what I'm writing instead? Argh! I so totally hate emcee-ing by myself, it's hard when nothing ever turns out right! (><) MANA BOLEH TAHAN?!

Argh, so lemme start with this morning. Nothing interesting really. Did Add-maths “Index and Logarithms” past year questions during Chemistry period (great, now everyone knows I don't listen to classes). Cracked my head real bad for it, recently just realized I'm really bad in it... (==")
Then there was a photo-taking session during the 3rd period, with out photos actually taken by our ADD-MATHS teacher, Mr. Tan (he's really awesome actually XD). LOL at it, we took 3 pictures, and the 3rd was supposed to be a "来乱" kind of picture, but when he said "1, 2, 3... Action!" , we were like ****** TOTAL SILENCE ****** (==") There was no movement whatsoever~ You could just imagine the awkwardness~

THE FUN STARTS HERE! During Moral period, no, 1/2 way through Moral period, our school was totally messed up! Students from different classes keep going out to the toilets and everything, and you could hear screaming from downstairs~ (Haiz... kids.) IN ANY CASE, the long awaited 18-year-old Japanese guy finally came to our school! Argh, he didn't come to our class though. However, our class did go crazy when he waved back at them. (==") It's weird, but I understand why they're so excited...

Anyway, during recess, I figured out something really interesting and decided to go look for the teacher of our school's Japanese Club. I told the "thing" to bestie (Lee Michelle) and we went to hunt for the teacher~ (==) Found him in 1A1, translating stuff to the Japanese guy who I didn't even get to see his face (damn specs... damn short-sightedness!). So we hesitated to actually go find the teacher, Yeo-san, cause... how do we talk to him when he's busy and when there's a teacher teaching?! We stood outside the class with all the 1A1 kids looking at us (we must seem like those stupid people who's stalking the Japanese guy~ ==") So we waited for Pn June to finish her class so Yeo-san and Jap Guy could come out~ wait... (= 3=) Doesn't this make me sound like I really, REALLY want to see him? (==")

In any case, her class ended, both Yeo-san and the Jap Guy came out. Me and Michelle were waiting outside 1A1 (damn 1A1 kids still laughing and smiling at us!) OMG, he's REALLY REALLY cute! Kyaa!!! He walked in front of Yeo-san, and I stood in front of Michelle, so I got to see him REALLY REALLY clearly. Argh he smiled at me!! 可爱咧！！！ Mana boleh tahan o?! Then we wanted to talk to the teacher, so the 4 of us stood at the... what "anjung" ar that place? I talked to Yeo-san. Anyway, I told Yeo-san what class we were in, so MAYBE, just MAYBE, he'll stop by. ( = 3=)

After I told Yeo-san the thing I wanted to tell, he talked about introducing us to the Jap Guy, who was standing just in front of me <3 ~ I really didn't expect that... it was totally awkward ==" ... but I guess I was lucky too, deshio? (^^) Lucky I could understand what Yeo-san was talking about, saying sth bout me being a "Nihongo gakusei", meaning "Japanese language student", and my name, which I believe the Jap Guy can't pronounce~ (==") Then, I think Jap Guy opened his mouth and spoke. I was really, really close to him, so I could hear him speak (his voice... very nice to hear XD), and if i'm not mistaken, his name is Shun ( I really, really LIKE this name) ~ In Chinese lettering, it's either "春” or "瞬" ~ And he's really, really fair, and luckily for me he's not that tall XD ~ Seriously, I don't know how to describe how he looks, but I'm positive, HE'S REALLY, REALLY CUTE! You guys HAVE TO CHECK HIM OUT!

Anyway, that's pretty much it. After standing so close to him, my blood totally went up to my brain... And that guy I liked since last year...? Yep, I forgot ALL about him~ I didn't even care at that time... I kinda, still don't... ( = 3=) The classes after recess, I was really energized. That energy in return made Add-maths awesome... Past Year Questions, done! (^.~) Doing add-maths with Jinn Yinn was pretty fun too~ We were.... noisy. (Sorry, HuiLin, YenHui, and Mabel, disturb u all punya 辩论） Had one last question to do, both me and JinnYinn got stuck. Intended to go find Mr Tan for SOS, but... EPIC FAIL, he went home ad~ Bid JinnYinn farewell, went back upstairs. Then "Blacky" searched for me, so I had to go downstairs again. (With her sitting in her chair, like a Buddha ==")... Then I played with coloured rice, and now I have blue nails~ Pretty awesome actually, the style was almost gothic~ <3 But then Yeang Jiann brought nail polish, and so my blue nails were only temporary~ Haiz... Would have been fun with blue nails~

Argh, time to end this. Still gotta write my emcee speech~ I don't wanna do it solo... (TT) ...
Hoping to see Shun tomorrow~ (^.~)

April's busy, but is sure is interesting, ain't it?
I ... love April? XD